Tuesday, January 30, 2007
One year ago, I was fired form my job, unexpectedly (well, who does?). The notice was just three days away from the end of the month. Actually, I was hired by two companies and both companies just let me go and throw each other responsibilities for proper treatment. No compensation, no regret, nothing. Now, I'm faced with a similar situation. Almost a year passed in my new job, still I can't get settled. I came here because I need a job, nothing more. No idealism, no ambition, I gave up all that a long time ago. I just lived my life today, never thinking about the future. Still, I don't want to feel trapped in a situation where I cannot choose, because life is all about choice after all. There's still time to consider my options. Just counting the days ahead...
Thursday, January 11, 2007
It's rush hour...no time to rest Well, it's been (almost) three months in a row...in a rush already. Work late? checked. Weekend work? checked. Too much to handle? checked. Delayed schedule? checked. And in the end, the relieve is not enough, not much left anyway. What's left is all that your body and mind can hold. I wish I could look back in this time and say, I did it well, not just I did the best I could.